Sunday, May 31, 2009 @ 11:00 PM
•tired day•
t0day was just a tired day f0r me..
yesterday sleep at 1.00a.m cause watch m0vie with br0 in his ro0m..
and als0 chat with babe buGy~
s0me0re early in the m0rning 6.50+a.m..
my c0usin sms me..=.=
she was to0 excited cause will c0ming back t0 k.l on this friday..
s0 she sms me..and chat with me a while..
after that i c0ntinue sleep..
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afterno0n that time..
i was b0red like hell..
i can't on9 cause bel0ved m0ther and br0 was using..
s0 chat with my babe yi yi~
in the same time..
i actually plan t0 sms him..
cause i really d0n't want t0 l0st this friend..and k0r..
i just want t0 chat with him with0ut thinking 0ur pass..
but whenever finish type the text..
i n0t dare t0 click his name..
i scare he w0nt reply me..
s0..
i deleted all the text..
i n0t dare t0 click his name..
i scare he w0nt reply me..
s0..
i deleted all the text..
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then 1.30++p.m..
f0ll0w daddi and mami went t0 grandpa's h0use..
f0ll0w daddi and mami went t0 grandpa's h0use..
i played with my c0usin..
and read s0me c0mic..
and read s0me c0mic..
(da la~ ge mei lia~T_T l0ng time n0 read j0r..miss it)
and i found this..(s0rry..
my camera is sucks..can't see anything..
but this page is meaningfull f0r me..)
my camera is sucks..can't see anything..
but this page is meaningfull f0r me..)
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back h0me then n0thing d0 again..
watch tv..
take dinner..
then on9 f0r a while t0 update my bl0g..
=]
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end 0f t0day~
Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ 4:53 PM
...
finally..
h0liday start!
but..my h0liday is busy!
m0nday-friday _ 1/6-5/6 g0t extra class f0r add maths..
sienz~
but i decide g0 f0r only 3days..
m0nday,wednesday and friday..
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friday _ 5/6 my bel0ved aunt and my c0usin will c0me my h0use and stay f0r 1weeks..
yeaho0~
i can meet them again~
happy~
but i cann0t wake up late cause my c0usin sis is very n0isy..she always wake up at 7.00a.m+
haixz~
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今天是30号。。
很可惜的。。
再也不属于我和你的日子了。。
本来每个月的30号。。
会是我们最开心的一天。。
因为证明我们在一起又多一个月了。。
现在。。
没有了。。
有点伤痛的感觉。。
不过。。
我一定会想办法。。
慢慢地去接受这个事实。。
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很可惜的。。
再也不属于我和你的日子了。。
本来每个月的30号。。
会是我们最开心的一天。。
因为证明我们在一起又多一个月了。。
现在。。
没有了。。
有点伤痛的感觉。。
不过。。
我一定会想办法。。
慢慢地去接受这个事实。。
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t0day..
n0thing t0 d0 at h0me..
just n0w watch m0vie with mama..
then..i clean up s0me furniture..
then on9..
n0b0dy on9..
sienz lar~
haixz...
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n0thing t0 d0 at h0me..
just n0w watch m0vie with mama..
then..i clean up s0me furniture..
then on9..
n0b0dy on9..
sienz lar~
haixz...
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@ 12:01 AM
故事的结局
我真的很感谢你。。
你没有狠狠地伤我心。。
你只是告诉我说。。
我们不适合。。
我不明白你的想法。。
但是每个人都有着不同的观念。。想法。。
我尊重你的选择。
我也很谢谢你。。
肯跟我做回朋友。。
虽然做不成情侣。。
但至少。。
我没少一个朋友。。
反而多了一个干哥哥。。
你没有狠狠地伤我心。。
你只是告诉我说。。
我们不适合。。
我不明白你的想法。。
但是每个人都有着不同的观念。。想法。。
我尊重你的选择。
我也很谢谢你。。
肯跟我做回朋友。。
虽然做不成情侣。。
但至少。。
我没少一个朋友。。
反而多了一个干哥哥。。
也很感谢你。。
曾经。。
陪我。。
不管是。。
伤心。。
快乐。。
你都会在我身旁。。
给我快乐。。
我总算已经知道。。
你。。
已经离开了我。。
离开了我的世界。。
你回到了属于自己的世界。。
我们都变回单身了。。
你有新的对象吗？
如果有。。
我。。
也不能做什么。。
唯有祝福你们。。
你总算可以。。
好好的休息了。。
可以放松了。。
不用再烦了。。
=]
曾经。。
陪我。。
不管是。。
伤心。。
快乐。。
你都会在我身旁。。
给我快乐。。
我总算已经知道。。
你。。
已经离开了我。。
离开了我的世界。。
你回到了属于自己的世界。。
我们都变回单身了。。
你有新的对象吗？
如果有。。
我。。
也不能做什么。。
唯有祝福你们。。
你总算可以。。
好好的休息了。。
可以放松了。。
不用再烦了。。
=]
Labels: •sadness•
Friday, May 29, 2009 @ 6:14 PM
g0ne~
exam over..
thats go0d..
finally n0nid face the books anym0re..
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yesterday_28.5 and t0day_29.5 celebrate teacher's day..
i went t0 scho0l..
bec0me a go0d girl..
yesterday super b0ring..
early in the m0rning watch initial-D..
then see teacher play badmint0n..fo0tball..
10-11a.m recess..
11.30a.m+ karaoke..
n0t very nice..
but still ok..
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yesterday night..
my friend_ lili helped me..
asked ♥him...
lili sent a message t0 me..
.."g0t answer already...he said he will tell you himself"..
whenever i saw this sentence..
i knew i have n0 m0re chance..
i keep though that i c0uld have 0ne m0re chance..
during exam..
i keep thinking..
h0w t0 ask f0r c0uple back..
but..
day and the day passed..
i feel like the percentage 0f bec0me c0uple back is getting l0wer..
but i'm still stupid..
believe miracle will happen..(=.=)
i knew ♥y0u will tell me s0mething after ♥y0u rel0ad..
and i think what i guess is what ♥y0u wan t0 say..
i think..
♥y0u will tell me that b0th 0f us sh0uld end this relati0nship n0w..
♥y0u will tell me that the reas0n ♥y0u say end..
♥y0u will tell me that ♥y0u feel hard t0 breathe whenever with me..
♥y0u will tell me al0t 0f things that will hurt me..
i knew ♥y0u just say the truth..
but i'm ready t0 listen t0 it..
1thing to say..
♥y0u can st0p t0 l0ve me..
but ♥y0u can't st0p t0 let me c0ntinue l0ve y0u..
so sorrч , ıı ιovε u
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my friend_ lili helped me..
asked ♥him...
lili sent a message t0 me..
.."g0t answer already...he said he will tell you himself"..
whenever i saw this sentence..
i knew i have n0 m0re chance..
i keep though that i c0uld have 0ne m0re chance..
during exam..
i keep thinking..
h0w t0 ask f0r c0uple back..
but..
day and the day passed..
i feel like the percentage 0f bec0me c0uple back is getting l0wer..
but i'm still stupid..
believe miracle will happen..(=.=)
i knew ♥y0u will tell me s0mething after ♥y0u rel0ad..
and i think what i guess is what ♥y0u wan t0 say..
i think..
♥y0u will tell me that b0th 0f us sh0uld end this relati0nship n0w..
♥y0u will tell me that the reas0n ♥y0u say end..
♥y0u will tell me that ♥y0u feel hard t0 breathe whenever with me..
♥y0u will tell me al0t 0f things that will hurt me..
i knew ♥y0u just say the truth..
but i'm ready t0 listen t0 it..
1thing to say..
♥y0u can st0p t0 l0ve me..
but ♥y0u can't st0p t0 let me c0ntinue l0ve y0u..
so sorrч , ıı ιovε u
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t0day _29.5
celebrate teacher's day to0..
t0day fun abit..
cause early in the m0rning..
watch gh0st m0vie in the hall..
cl0se all the light and do0r..
(i scare gh0st! i scare watch gh0st m0vie to0..
this will be the 2nd time i watch gh0st m0vie..
1st time..i watched with my eldest br0..
s0 this time i watch with my friends..
bugy hide behind k0r _ wei yan..
yin teng hide behind jun bin..
me actually can hide behind lo0..
but he keep run away..
s0..i used my beg and jun bin's beg..
i t0ld myself..
n0w i'm al0ne again..
everything is just like being refresh..
n0b0dy will pr0tect me again..
s0 i need t0 try my best t0 pr0tect myself..
so..i did watch it..
although i still feel scare..]
watch till half..
our discpline teacher _ j0hn t0h st0p it..
he asked all 0f us went t0 field t0 watch teacher play games with the student..
i didn't enj0y that..
cause the weather is h0t..and quite b0red =.=
10-11a.m recess time..
after recess time..
went in t0 the hall again..
see student perf0rmance..
n0 c0mment ab0ut it..
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after scho0l..
my tears came 0ut after i t0ld hui yee my feeling..
but i must be t0ugh..
i cry n0w os0 useless..
after he t0ld me his truth then will be m0re hurt..
that time only cry kau-kau better than cry n0w..
s0..
i st0ped my tears..
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celebrate teacher's day to0..
t0day fun abit..
cause early in the m0rning..
watch gh0st m0vie in the hall..
cl0se all the light and do0r..
(i scare gh0st! i scare watch gh0st m0vie to0..
this will be the 2nd time i watch gh0st m0vie..
1st time..i watched with my eldest br0..
s0 this time i watch with my friends..
bugy hide behind k0r _ wei yan..
yin teng hide behind jun bin..
me actually can hide behind lo0..
but he keep run away..
s0..i used my beg and jun bin's beg..
i t0ld myself..
n0w i'm al0ne again..
everything is just like being refresh..
n0b0dy will pr0tect me again..
s0 i need t0 try my best t0 pr0tect myself..
so..i did watch it..
although i still feel scare..]
watch till half..
our discpline teacher _ j0hn t0h st0p it..
he asked all 0f us went t0 field t0 watch teacher play games with the student..
i didn't enj0y that..
cause the weather is h0t..and quite b0red =.=
10-11a.m recess time..
after recess time..
went in t0 the hall again..
see student perf0rmance..
n0 c0mment ab0ut it..
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after scho0l..
my tears came 0ut after i t0ld hui yee my feeling..
but i must be t0ugh..
i cry n0w os0 useless..
after he t0ld me his truth then will be m0re hurt..
that time only cry kau-kau better than cry n0w..
s0..
i st0ped my tears..
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what can i d0 n0w is wait f0r y0ur message~
i knew it is a stupid acti0n..
but except f0r waiting it..
i have n0 0ther ways..
i knew it is a stupid acti0n..
but except f0r waiting it..
i have n0 0ther ways..
Labels: °scho0l life°, •sadness•
Sunday, May 10, 2009 @ 9:55 PM
the 100th day
今天是10.5
如果。。
我们还在一起。。
会是我们在一起的第100天。。
可是。。
没了。。
已经算是结束了。。
虽然。。
那两个字。。
我们两都没说出口。。
但我相信。。
♥你已经累了。。
想休息了。。
♥你不想再继续了。。
可是♥你还是有继续和我聊天。。
就是因为酱。。
一直让我感觉到♥你还没离开我。。
♥你还是在我身边。。
只是。。
不知道。。
♥你的心。。
跑到哪儿去了。。
我还想和你在一起。。
可是我知道。。
我没机会了。。
如果。。
我们还在一起。。
会是我们在一起的第100天。。
可是。。
没了。。
已经算是结束了。。
虽然。。
那两个字。。
我们两都没说出口。。
但我相信。。
♥你已经累了。。
想休息了。。
♥你不想再继续了。。
可是♥你还是有继续和我聊天。。
就是因为酱。。
一直让我感觉到♥你还没离开我。。
♥你还是在我身边。。
只是。。
不知道。。
♥你的心。。
跑到哪儿去了。。
我还想和你在一起。。
可是我知道。。
我没机会了。。
Saturday, May 9, 2009 @ 9:18 PM
对不起
• 我不懂该怎么办好。。
我知道。。
从头到尾。。
都是我不好。。
都是我的错。。
♥你原谅了我。。
一次。。又一次。。
可是我还是犯同样的错。。
真的很对不起。。
• 我知道。。
一直以来。。
我弄到 ♥你很辛苦。。
很烦。。
很累。。
•而每次问到♥你。。
♥你选择骗我。。
说：没有
是因为不要我伤心。。
对不起。。
每次♥你这么答。。
我每次都气在心里。。
因为♥你不告诉我实话。。
可是却没有深深的去知道。。
了解。。
♥你这么说的用意。。
对不起。。
•我知道。。
我是一个失败的女友。。
我没资格呆在♥你身边。。
可是。。
就是很舍不得♥你。。
•♥你说。。
♥你累了。。
你有点想放弃了。。
我问♥你。。
可以要求♥你不要放吗？
可是♥你没回我。。
那是不是代表着一些东西？
♥你可以告诉我吗？
•是不是。。
真的。。
没有机会了?
♥你可以老实告诉我吗？
•对不起。。
我还爱♥你。。
我知道。。
从头到尾。。
都是我不好。。
都是我的错。。
♥你原谅了我。。
一次。。又一次。。
可是我还是犯同样的错。。
真的很对不起。。
• 我知道。。
一直以来。。
我弄到 ♥你很辛苦。。
很烦。。
很累。。
•而每次问到♥你。。
♥你选择骗我。。
说：没有
是因为不要我伤心。。
对不起。。
每次♥你这么答。。
我每次都气在心里。。
因为♥你不告诉我实话。。
可是却没有深深的去知道。。
了解。。
♥你这么说的用意。。
对不起。。
•我知道。。
我是一个失败的女友。。
我没资格呆在♥你身边。。
可是。。
就是很舍不得♥你。。
•♥你说。。
♥你累了。。
你有点想放弃了。。
我问♥你。。
可以要求♥你不要放吗？
可是♥你没回我。。
那是不是代表着一些东西？
♥你可以告诉我吗？
•是不是。。
真的。。
没有机会了?
♥你可以老实告诉我吗？
•对不起。。
我还爱♥你。。
Sunday, May 3, 2009 @ 4:19 PM
..
suddenly want type in english..=.=
very sienz..
last wednesday..
in class..
during add maths..
the pretty girl beside me _ bugy a.k.a peak xien bite my hand..
sakitnya..
is really pain..
can you see that..??
so i think u can imagine how she bite..
and how much of energy she used to bite me..
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in class..
during add maths..
the pretty girl beside me _ bugy a.k.a peak xien bite my hand..
sakitnya..
is really pain..
can you see that..??
so i think u can imagine how she bite..
and how much of energy she used to bite me..
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3days holiday..
End!
promised ♥someone not to think so much of things..
relax my mind among this 3 days..
not to hurt each other..
but..
i did it this morning..
so sorry...
i didn't know i want to know the truth will hurt ♥u..
sorry..
maybe i should not ask that anymore..
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last friday attended a wedding dinner with daddy mami..
the bride was so pretty..
slim..
thin..
quite tall..(jealous =D)
while the bridegroom look handsome..
same tall with the bride..
thin also..
but..
the bridegroom singing that time is damn terrible...
oh my,
sadness..=S
but sweet uh..
when he singing hugging his lou po..=]
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yesterday..
go out take dinner..
celebrate daddy's birthday..
enjoy it so much..
and we did gave daddy surprise..
bought a big secret recipe cake..
yeahoo~
the plastic bag..
the cake
the cake with candle
jealous daddy..
got such a big cake in front of him..
haha..
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End!
promised ♥someone not to think so much of things..
relax my mind among this 3 days..
not to hurt each other..
but..
i did it this morning..
so sorry...
i didn't know i want to know the truth will hurt ♥u..
sorry..
maybe i should not ask that anymore..
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last friday attended a wedding dinner with daddy mami..
the bride was so pretty..
slim..
thin..
quite tall..(jealous =D)
while the bridegroom look handsome..
same tall with the bride..
thin also..
but..
the bridegroom singing that time is damn terrible...
oh my,
sadness..=S
but sweet uh..
when he singing hugging his lou po..=]
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yesterday..
go out take dinner..
celebrate daddy's birthday..
enjoy it so much..
and we did gave daddy surprise..
bought a big secret recipe cake..
yeahoo~
the plastic bag..
the cake
the cake with candlejealous daddy..
got such a big cake in front of him..
haha..
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Labels: °enj0yable°, °hapPiness°, °scho0l life°
